Strength

I had an epiphany last week.  I need it this week.

Is this the same for you?  When trials come upon me, my obedience spikes in frequency.

What are my motives for this?

Is it because I don't think bad things will continue if I am doing what is right?

Is it because I need a bargaining chip with God?

What if I was already being obedient?  What if I was already improving in areas that have bothered for awhile?  What if trials happen then?

The conclusion I came to is that my obedience does not prevent the trials that come.  It doesn't give me a means to bargain with God.

What it gives me is the strength to endure when bad things happen.  It turns my weaknesses into strength.  I can rest assured in the knowledge that obedience to certain laws brings specific blessings.   I can offer my obedience to the Lord and wait and watch and have faith that the miracle will occur.  This year will not be one of my favorites.